Serious topic today.
That's the reason why I act like I don't give a damn and keep my distance when L is around the Others. The last time L ignored me, I took a hike. Literally. Okay, I mean a walk. Far far away from them. I was so hurt and angry, I walked away from it all because I needed to cool down.
And just so you know, it helps to walk away from whatever's bothering you and just think. Or maybe forget about it for a while. I went around, looked at pretty things and yummy food, bought some sweets and chocolate (for the um.. pain relief), watched some kids playing charades
So the 'lesson' is, whenever things in life are troubling you and you feel down, just take a break and forget about it for the moment. Enjoy life for a while, just do what you want. And you'll find that it's so much easier to face whatever crap is bothering you like a mosquito. I won't lie, it isn't easy. But it makes you feel so much better.
Lesson learned for me :)
Look on the bright side, no matter how dark it is.